Chapter 1447
If she had any interest and attachment to the outside world, it was Timothy.
Timmy was always by her side, apart from school, and Timmy would lie curiously on her big belly, "Mummy, is that a little mei mei or a little brother in your belly?"
She would laugh, "Timmy, do you want a baby brother or a baby mei mei?"
"En ...... As much as I want a little mei mei, I feel like it's a baby brother in here."
She only spoke to Ting, with only Ting in her eyes, she hadn't reached out to him since he had left that night, as if she had forgotten about him.
He hadn't touched her for a long time either, a long life thereafter for those who fell in love at a young age, never before had he thought what kind of girl he would fall in love with, now no one else could fall in love again except her.
He found himself beginning to miss her, to miss her, but out of his own pride and dignity, he would never allow himself to go back to her of his own accord.
It was just then that Liu Zhaodi offered to take Ting over and give him to her to raise.
He agreed.
All he could think of was that she loved Ah Ting so much, and if she touched him, she would have come to him and begged him.
Sure enough that night, she came looking for him, and he came back earlier than his original schedule, he was waiting for her.
But he hadn't expected her to carry a knife with her, not since the time she had drowned herself and he had saved her.
A wave of panic spread through his heart and he raised his hand, slapping her hard across the face.
She was already as thin as a paper kite by then, and when he slapped her, she fell straight to the ground, the right side of her face red and swollen.
His hand was trembling, the girl he treasured and loved so much, the girl he had not even bothered to touch when he was in the most pain, but he slapped her hard.
He crouched down and held her tightly into his arms. In that moment he was afraid, truly afraid, he was afraid that one day she would leave him.
He felt that she was the sand he was tugging tightly in his palm, and the tighter he tugged, the faster she drained away.
Could ...... Is that how much she really hates herself?
After that time, he went back to the Ajiao room by the way, he put off a lot of work and started spending time with her.
I don't know what happened, but she never got well physically or mentally, and her appetite was very poor. When he forced her to eat, she would obediently comply, but then turn her head and couldn't help but vomit up everything she had just eaten.
The doctor had told him privately that she had a son in her womb.
He didn't think so at the time, but over the years he watched Zi Xian's increasingly cool and flamboyant appearance, which was very much like hers.
At that time, he had no intention of keeping this child. He, Lu Siji, would never allow his woman to give birth to another man's son.
However, her health was so poor that if he forced her to have an abortion, the doctor said that she would not be able to bear it, and she was already disgusted with him.
So he waited until she was in premature labour in September before he did it.
---He was afraid that he would really push her.
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Chapter 1448
Ajiao's room was full of his people, and it would have been easy for him to play some tricks to have this child born prematurely.
But he did not expect her to be keenly aware of it. At that time, she was in premature labour, lying in bed covered in cold sweat, obviously so delicate, but at that moment she burst out with so much energy, becoming so determined and fierce, she rebuked all the doctors and nurses away, and when the amniotic fluid was running out and the foetus was about to suffocate and die, she brought the doctor's scalpel and directly cut open her own belly and took out the baby inside.
She didn't have any anaesthetic at all, she just cut open her belly and took out the baby. She didn't have time to take a look at the baby before she fell back.
The baby, naturally, fell into his hands.
At that time, he was holding the newborn Zi Xian, who was only a little bit too old to cry when he took her out because she had been born prematurely.
She lifted her small hand with difficulty and tugged at the corner of his shirt, "Give me back the baby ...... Give it back to me!"
He held Zi Xian and looked down at her, "You know, I can't tolerate this child."
Her eyes instantly went red.
"What's more, this child was born without a cry, he's dead." He lied.
When she heard that this child had died, tears fell from her eyes in big, big drops, and soon, she fell into a coma.
Later, he gave Zi Xian to Liu Zhaodi to raise. Liu Zhaodi never knew that the child she had given birth to that year was a stillborn child and that Zi Xian was Liu Luo's real son.
She slowly began to recover from her physical wounds, but the wounds in her heart could not be healed, and she became very quiet, refusing to say a word to him, not even a word.
Still, he kept her trapped by his side until one night he awoke from a sharp pain only to see her holding a pair of scissors, the sharp edge of which had wounded him in a vital area.
The lights were on in Ajiao's room, all the doctors had rushed over, his face was so gloomy it could have dripped water, and he stared at her with morose cold rashness, only to find that she had somehow taken advantage of the chaos to run to the raised platform in Ajiao's room.
She was so beautiful that day, her beautiful almond eyes had become so gentle, she looked softly at this world of people, at every person and every object.
But she did not look at him.
Not a single glance from the beginning to the end.
He did not understand then that it was her last glance, her soft farewell to the world.
She was leaving.
"Willow, come back, what are you standing there for?" He felt it was dangerous there and wanted to get her back.
But she reached out her two little hands and pushed open the window, climbed nimbly up and stood on the high platform.
It was in the mountains, and pushing the window open was the cliff-like sea, and the sound of the waves lapping against the rocks could be heard in her ears.
She twisted her little head to look at him and called out his name, "Lu Sijiu."
She called to him in a sticky voice, her almond eyes twinkling like stars looking at him, "I'm leaving."
She said, "Lu Siji, I'm leaving.
The words exploded in his ears, his veins rippled, his heart plummeted to the bottom, the thing he had feared and dreaded all along had happened, she was leaving him.
"Willow, stop it! Come down quickly, I can let you off the hook for hurting me today, if you keep on making a scene I'll get angry, you know, the consequences of my anger can be very serious!"