Chapter 1361
At that time, she curled herself up in the quilt with her face buried in it. She talked a lot to herself, incoherent.
"Mr. Lu, you must still hate me now, have you...forgotten me, maybe you have started dating...new girlfriend... "
This is very good, really good. When I designed to leave you, I just didn't want to drag you down. I didn't want to be your weakness. I was already mentally prepared. Once such a good Mr. Lu, I let go. Those women will definitely be rushing for it, they will... take my place."
"At first I can bear it, I think I can, even without you, me and the babies can... .. I live very well, but... I regret it at this moment, Mr. Lu, I really want you to be by my side..."
"Actually, I'm very scared, every day I'm all scared, I dare not... Tell anyone that I am hurt, it really hurts so much... I am getting old every day, from 20 to 30 years old. ...Sixty years old...80 years old, I'm so old that I don't even know myself...I can't sleep every night, pain and fear surround like demons I’m devouring me...Sometimes I even feel that I will not be able to hold on in the next second and I will die..."
"Mr. Lu, I admit that I am selfish, I shouldn’t When I come back to the ancient land of Lanlou, I should stay by your side. No matter if I am old, ugly, good or bad, I should let you stay with me. I don’t want to care about anything, I just want to... You hug me, I think... Lying in your arms every day, entrusting yourself, your babies and the future to you..."
"Even if... One day I really died, and I also want to... die in your arms instead of... like now... lonely, helpless... ..."
She kept crying there, sobbing silently behind her, and the video just hung up.
In the next video, and the last video, Xia Xiwan gave birth prematurely.
Xia Xiwan was lying on the bed in the delivery room, her forehead was full of sweat. The sweat rolled down and quickly wetted her clothes. Both hands tightly pulled the sheets under her, and the sheets were ripped apart.
Lin Shuiyao kept wiping her sweat, "Wan Wan, don't be nervous, a baby's head has come out, come, follow Mommy's rhythm, we inhale, exhale, inhale..."
Xia Xiwan quickly followed the rhythm. She gritted her teeth, and with a loud cry of "Wow", the eldest son Lu Chenyi was born.
"Wan Wan, I'm born, this is Ge Ge!" Lin Shuiyao quickly wrapped Xiao Lu Chenyi in a blanket and sent it to Xia Xiwan's side.
At that time, Xia Xiwan was skinny and skinny. She raised her trembling hand with difficulty, and gently touched Xiao Lu Chenyi's small face.
At this time, the people around him were screaming, "Blood! Blood! Her Majesty Queen, it's okay, Her Royal Highness is bleeding!"
A large amount of blood poured out from under Xia Xiwan's body, and the mattress on her body was instantly dyed red.
Lin Shuiyao quickly put down Xiao Lu Chenyi, "Hurry up and stop the bleeding!"
Xia Xiwan stretched out her hand and grabbed Lin Shuiyao. She slowly shook her head, "Mommy, it's useless, I know I can't do it anymore."
Chapter 1362
Lin Shuiyao quickly reddened her eyes, " Wan Wan , you can, you must hold on at this time."
Xia Xiwan put on a difficult and fragile smile, "Mummy, I feel so painful, it really hurts, I want to take a break..."
Lin Shuiyao nodded, "Okay, Wanwan, when we give birth to the other two babies, we will have a good rest, Mommy knows You are very tired."
"Well... Mommy, don't stop the bleeding, I feel... the strength of my whole body is being taken out a little bit, I'm almost out of strength... No time, Mommy, help me give birth to two babies first, okay? I beg you..."
Lin Shuiyao looked at her weak daughter who might fall down in the next second. Stop begging for her daughter. She raised her eyes and forced the tears in her eyes back. She gently stroked Xia Xiwan's wrinkled face, and then nodded, "Okay, then you just have a baby, Wan Wan will be handed over to Mommy, Mommy will save you."
Lin Shuiyao continued the birth operation, maybe the mother and the child are connected to the heart, and the second child is born smoothly.
Xia Xiwan exhausted her last bit of strength to bring Xiaomeimeixing into this world.
Three children were born safely and healthy.
However, Xia Xiwan also fell, and the blood flow under her body was unstoppable. From heavy bleeding to bleeding, the heart tester issued a "dididi" piercing alarm sound.
"Your Majesty Queen, Your Royal Highness... is going to die soon!" The female doctor solemnly said.
Lin Shui Yao a white gown, her eyes fill, but the whole people fairly calm, she went to the York summer evening around the lower body, he asked softly, "Red Red, do you have anything to say Mommy want?"
At that time Xia Xiwan was weak and dying, and her eyes had begun to distract. She was so painful that she was numb all over her body.
"Mommy," Xia Xiwan said, "Send Ge Ge to Lu Hanting's side, and let Ge Ge accompany him... Don't tell him anything, I want... .... He's fine..."
Lin Shuiyao nodded, "Okay, Mommy promises you, Mommy will do it for you."
Xia Xiwan turned her head hard, her bright pupils finally It fell on the three babies, with the softness of mother's love and reluctance, she hadn't watched her babies grow up with her own eyes...
Xia Xiwan closed her eyes with a long beep. , Cardiac arrest.
She was out of breath.
At that time, Xia Xiwan had only been in a hurry for twenty years. She left the one she loved the most, and she was no longer in her youth and her body was withered. She gave birth to three children in the most difficult years. At the last moment of her life, she sent her eldest son, Lu Chenyi, to travel across the ocean to Lu Hanting's side, instead of her to give him the most affectionate company. She said that she wanted him to be well.
All the videos on the USB flash drive were over. Lu Hanting saw from the beginning to the end without blinking his eyes. He didn't dare to blink because he was afraid of missing any moment.
This is her three years, Xia Xiwan's three years.
Lu Hanting never knew that her three years were spent like this. According to his imagination, she should have cured the old confidante easily, and then she and Su Xi lived happily together.
However, the facts are not so, or even completely different.
It turned out that she had such a hard time.
Lu Hanting constricted his handsome eyes and covered the blood redness at the bottom of his eyes. He didn't know...how could he doubt her like that, misunderstand her, and when she was the most difficult, she buried herself in the quilt. Here, everyone who kept crying and calling out was his name, she said over and over again, she missed him, she missed him very much.